Wondering

I have questions, lots of questions; about where we were or what we were before we were born, where do we go, if we go anyplace, when we die, is there a God or do we imagine this universe, ourselves, and our lives. These are only a few questions, all unanswerable. When I look at the sky at night I see thousands of stars and planets. Can there be no life on any of them? Are there UFOs? Does extra sensory perception exist? Where do thoughts come from. No scientist has yet to find a thought in the brain.

When I think I have an answer to any  of these questions I find there is still another question to be answered. My mind cannot accept that there is no answer, yet philosophers have tried for centuries to find some.

Like are we imagining our lives and everything in them. If we accept that we do, then who or what led us to imagine them? What are we who can imagine? We must be some entity.

I do believe that something cannot become nothing. If we humans die and are real then we must continue to be in some form after death. I'm just supposing. I'm thinking about it.

Just Can't Connect

I tried to connect to my website for Webador and received this message: Can't connect Page reset Error 405. I did all kinds of things to find out what error 405 was and who reset it. After going to Microsoft and downloading a program that was way  over my head, I went through my setting and I don't know much about the settings. I tried any way and got a better understanding of settings but didn't find the problem. I tried Webador contact and help, but they were able to get the web page on their computers so couldn't find the problem.

I tried unloading the web page and reloading it. I tried a dozen easy things without success. I tried using someone else's cell phone, putting their connection in my computer and dialed up my  web page. Voila! It appeared. This indicated that it wasn't my computer blocking it. I live in a community home and have my computer set up through their internet. I finally found a message on another browser that told me the web page was reset by an app Weblocker by the home. 

Now I could not get into my web site and had paid for it. I was not happy. Then I got the idea to try getting my web page on another cell phone, an old one someone gave me. At first it didn't come up, but then a notice from Now appeared and said I could reach my  web site for a miner fee, a really low fee. I went for it and got into the site on the old cell phone.

 

Now  have one more problem. On my page data on Webador I cannot get my site to come up either to read it as a blog or home. I cannot read any comments.  I'm not sure what to do about that but something will pop up.

Still Wondering

I said I have questions and now I want to expand on some of those questions. Where did I come from? I know about the birds and bees, but I mean where did I, the person with my personality, come from. Where was I if I was anybody or anything before I was I. A baby is born with an empty brain. No experience is yet in it. The only thing a baby has except his body, is his personality. But where does it come from? Genetics surely plays a part in it, but that doesn't account for much in my mind. Where in the genetics are all those traits stored so that they can develop in us. Where was I and where were those genetics before I was born? If two eggs, a sperm and an egg, develop into a baby and if each of those carries half a personality that still doesn't explain the thoughts, the unconscious and conscious thoughts, that come to us. I come to the conclusion that I carry the genes of all my fathers and mothers ancestors and that I am a mixture of every person on either side who ever lived. No wonder I am a mixed up soul.

Yet I am none of them. And my thoughts are unique to me. Where do those thoughts that make up me come from? Was I a being before I developed into a baby? Were those thoughts alive before I was alive. Why do some artists and musicians know how before they should be able to know how?

I've confused myself with questions.

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More Words on Confusion

I have satisfied myself on the physical aspects of life, but not the soul. Where do the thoughts come from? Apart from ideas coming from genetics, still where do thoughts come from?  is there a universal soul that generates thoughts in general and then personal so that we connect universally.  People through the ages act the same, have the same emotional upsets and joys. They were people just like I am. They haven't evolved thought wise. They remained the same through the ages. We can identify emotions through body actions and facial expressions they are so universal. If we each act individually with9ut some connection, we could not identify these emotions this way. They would be too divergent. So where do they come from?

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